11.19.2013

I really wonder

Why am I behaving like this. 
Suicidal and all.
Exam is in 3 days time and I'm like what, watching jdrama?
Hilarious. 
How I've become.
I don't even feel the stress I'm supposed to feel.
I mean that's quite normal but still, it feels like I'm all ready to flunk my examination this time round. 
What has gotten into me. 
I really wonder. 
This is terribly wrong.
I need to change.
Fast. 
Before it's all too late and nothing can be done. 
I need help.

And, the phone is a fucking distraction.
A fucking distraction.